*Onson Li Yip On*

im afraid dat...
you wont be appearing in my dreams anymore.
your name wont be appearing in my mind anymore.
your name wont be appearing in my inbox anymore.
your face wont be appearing in my mind anymore.
your voice wont be heard by my ears anymore.
your eyes wont set on me anymore.
your mind wont be even slightly occupied by me anymore.
your concern wont be on me anymore.
your heart wont consider me anymore.

i hope for the day dat..
your news wont capture my attention anymore other than a good friend.
your appearance wont mean anything to me other than a good friend.
your existence wont mean anything special to me other than a good friend.
your name wont be the only thing dat comes out of my mouth other than a good friend.
you are no longer in my heart.

I wont be future Mrs Li anymore liao!! as how i've always dreamed myself to be. after 20 mths, 4 times of confessing, i finally knew wad he's thinking in his heart.

i finally knew wad he's ans. Onson. the name dat i've mentioned 500 times each brand new day in my heart and mind. he treats me only as his good friend. im not ideal enough for him to be attracted to me bahx. mmmm. kinda knew it all along after prom night. im only his good friend. i shldnt have unshakened my mind to pin hopes on him when he messages me every night during Jan. but i did. but i didnt meant to give him so many stuffs becuz of all the wrong ideas he gave me previously. i gave him cuz i really wanna give him smth. but i dont think dat's wad he thought. i've made my promise to stopped all this.

i used to say to myself, and like i always did, wishing upon a shooting star....., i really wanna know how he feels towards me. i dont mind even if he dont like me, i can also take it. as wad onson said, he's positive that the magic of shooting stars will do its wonder. it finally came true, in this Christmas.

in all my wishes, i included him greatly. wad can i wish for in the future? i can say im quite used to him.

how am i gonna tell everyone? (without crying....)

wad am i gonna do with ur messages? (with all the memories u gave me...)

*Onson Li Yip On*

i would wanna steal some1 to replace his place in my heart.

wont be talking abt him after today. even if i do, i would be speaking of him in a position of a good friend.

I CAN DO IT!

(wad a time to get rejected on Christmas day.. hahahahaha)