haa, my colleagues has been calling me Johnson. sian diao. they tot i like some guy who's called Johnson. *SoB*
how how how. im losing confidence in myself again. i felt dat onson and i are like not possible. thinking of the past, i felt hopeless. no dynamic once again. his ideal lover would be cute, not too loud and noisy, gentle, and thoughtful. am i? too hopeless liao la.
during prom night, i asked him how does he felt towards me. seriously, he did ans me. let's say i asked him 30 times, he answered once. he said, im his good friend. other than this ans was he dunno. i accepted the 'dunno'. sighh. devastated. SUPER devastated.
i really wanna stop guessing who's inside his heart.
