ytd, i msg onson at ard 1150 bahx. asked him how was the paper...okay ma? cuz my manager's friend complained abt it.
and and and! he replied me at ard 1320. im happy happy happy! he said, ok la..normal lor.. can rest and mug for a few days more b4 the next paper, on next tue.
and i replied him smth la.
and! he was online this morning! rare man. at ard 1045. i was shocked la! but his status was busy. Alex asked me to start con with him. and i did. Good Morning! but.....he din replied la. he was online until roughly 2pm bahx. im not too sure, was out to lunch. sigh. hated this, cuz it has caused me to lose confidence in myself.
every friday, it's my department's exercise day. i dunno wad they call it. last last week, they had floorball. i din go. last week, cancelled. today, badminton. but i tot i wont have the chance to go ma. so i wasnt prepared. but who knows, everyone asked me to go. weilin searched tshirts, towels, shoes for me. but who knows, no shorts, no right size of shoes. so i said nvm la, next time bahx. haha. so weird lo!! work half way until 11am, den our director and both managers came over to our table and say IT"S BADMINTON TIME! frightened me sia. and so they left for badminton. i was at my desk to finish up some work and msn lo. this job is SOOOO not office like. but it's office job la. weird. hahahahaha. but i love this department alot. so lively, full of energy,laughters, warmth and fun. as i walked into the territories of other departments, all i felt was the stillness, errie-ness, it's kinda dark inside too. totally different from the environment and feeling i got in my department.
sian ar...... kinda depressed now. need motivation!! PHINE PHINE!! why like dat............
