Phine!

Friday, November 24, 2006

phine phine's last day of work in Rp.

but actually, now right... change of plan. i'll be going back to Rp during Jan 2 days every week. continue this plan up to the moment i wanna quit or when sch starts or stuffs la. not bad not bad, at least it's not really considered as my last day in Rp.

mmmm. Banquet in orchard hotel has been interesting for me!
on my first day, i was a drink server for normal tables.
second day, food server for normal tables.
third day, drink server for muslim and normal tables.
forth day, food server for muslim tables.
fifth day, buffet
sixth day, Food tasting.

met new ppl every time i work. it's definitely a job dat will interest me. but! ever since the first day i work, my eye bag was swollen. aiyo, cant wait for my eye bag to be fully recovered. paiseh ar.. even if liling din warn me of my mistake, every1 of u might thought dat my eye is really be FULLY REMOVED! dat's a major surgery liao la. hmmm, hopefully, when holiday comes, the 5 maskertiers(ll, hl, xl, cc and me) will work tgt in the hotel again. FUN FUN FUN!

Counting down..
1 day to seeing Onson
3 days to going Philippines
10 days to going for the eye surgery
31 days to christmas
32 days to seeing my 2 bros!
34 days to going Hong Kong

Last Updated @ 2:00:00 PM

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

sob sob sob sob sob.

i look super horrible with my swollen eye bag sia.

aiyo

went to the doctor last thurs, the doctor straight away suggests dat i shld straight away go to consult the eye specialist for a surgery to get it removed. he said, dont waste time applying ointment and taking medicine. whoa. i cried the whole afternoon sia! still cant accept the fact dat i'll soon be under going a MINOR SURGERY! hahahahaha. im making a mountain out of a molehill. but im still afraid. and the thing is, i still hafta hang in there with this horrible eye for roughly 2 more weeks! sickening leh. by the time my eye is fully removed, it will be the 9th week liao.. i really feel dat my year 2006 is a super suay year. i hope 2007 will be better.

Last Updated @ 3:10:00 PM

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Phine phine!

whoa. u cant believe it man. ever since my first job, i've earned roughly S$3000 sia!! incredible. but now, im broke. SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME MAN. how did i spent them all? let me recall abit.....

6680 Hp (S$360)
Phone bills (roughly 11 or 12 mths. approx S$500-S$600)
HK trips (2 Trips, S$340)
JC notes and Books (S$100)
Tithing (10% of wad i've earned S$300)
Philippines Airfare (S$400)
Lin Jun Jie's concert tix (S$70)
Facial Mask, shampoo, soap etc (approx S$120)
Accessories (approx S$100-S$120)
Clothes (approx S$200-S$250)
Food (roughly 4-5mths, S$too hard to estimate leh)
Kbox! (roughly 10 trips S$120)
Shoes & Bags (S$50)
Buy or renting of CDs and VCDs (approx S$130)
Movies (I only know alot alot alot alot alot.....)

Should be roughly roughly there la.. you know my memory not dat superb. hehx. die la.. i think i like anyhow anyhow spend my money. no savings at all.. but even if i save my money, also for a purpose, like shopping and entertainment all those. so it's back to square again. wad to do. i wanna start saving money....as in, the long term type... im not sure whether can i make it, but i'll definitely give it a try. at this stage, i save up my money, not because of the future like marriage la..dat's IMPOSSIBLE!! i save up just in case i wanna buy a new phone or go for a concert or for a hairdo, i can straight away go and get it done..isnt dat cool? haha. i'll try.. OOOH!! i can also save up for my future in BYU!!! but dat's abit too far away la..i havent even started poly.. haha!

Phine phine!! JIAYOU!!

Last Updated @ 4:15:00 PM

Monday, November 06, 2006

Phine*

today's a special special day!! it's Onson Li Yip On's 18th birthday! hahahahaha. *6th of Nov*

Happy Birthday, Onson!!

(if only he could see, haa)

oh dear!! i suay suay caught a flu today!! hugging those tissues the whole day man..my voice changes too. cant really talk as i used to. lucky onson wont be able to see me like dat. hehx

i shall not talk abt work today, cuz it's totally boring. but i just wanna say dat i was dozing off and my colleague tried to keep me in a consicious mood for like 15 mins. haha!

at night, after my night nap... i msg onson like ard 10pm. to wish him happy birthday and good luck for tmr's paper. hope he enjoyed today.. hehx.

last saturday, 04 11 06
i went for the youth's musical rehearsal.. oh man, i can confirm with u dat i cant dance at all! super no genes in dat man.if really cannot make it den i'll go choir liao la..later in the afternoon was the Annual CES Seminary and Institute Graduation. YAY man! im graduating from seminary! i've been waiting for this day since yr2 in seminary(2004)..but i really cant imagine dat im graduating today sia. and onson din went for this event..sigh.. din expect dat to happen. i tot he's super guai leh..and guess wad... only 2 out of 8 Olevel students went!!! oh my goodness! i rmb my whole class was present last yr depsite of the same situation man..

and u know wad!!!! onson's dad(Bishop Li) sat beside my sis today. and they chatted for a short while..he asked her, so u going to HK at the yr end? my sis said yes. den Bishop Li said yes too!! and it's also a family trip!! so my sis was very excited la, in fact, she feel excited for me..and so she asked in great enthusiasium,' so when are u going back?'. and Bishop Li said, 7th Dec till somewhere mid Dec. my sis was devastated, SO DO I! MAN! if only i could go there earlier. if it's not my bro coming back to sg, i would have gone to HK earlier. oh man. haha. i'll stop whining. *SoB*

went to Sakae Sushi with my sis for dinner. after dat, went shopping with her. to shop for office wears and formal yet elegant black shoes. after so many trys, my sis finally found the shoes dat she like!!! but too bad, it's quite ex la..other than dat, it's acceptable for her..not for me, cuz it's made out of genuine pig skin sia!! gross! but dat shop lady told us dat most or some of the shoes are made out of animal's skins..i din know dat man...so i din dare to touch her newly bought shoes.hehx. oh ya!! and the price of it is $59.90... siao right!! pig skin where got so ex one......

Sunday, 05 11 06
Church! i was super rush today sia. din put make up or accesories. super not presentable. but the good news is, i wasnt late. and my dad is very happy abt it! haha. i prepared an 'exam emergency kit' for onson. and i bought it to church although i totally have the feeling of not giving it to him. my sis always end the lesson super late.. like 10 mins before 2pm. and we gotta be down at level 2 at 2 pm..and so i went down at ard 1355. and u know wad!!! i saw onson outside at the corridor tgt with mark and dunno still got who la..i was shocked man! i dont expect to see him there so late.cuz their meeting starts at 2pm ma..and he was looking at my direction sia. den i was like hiding my bag of stuffs. haa. i dont think i mangaged to hide it well. during the sacrament meeting, i msg hl,xl,cc, jl and jw to seek advice whether shld i give it to him anot. CUZ I REALLY NO CONFIDENCE SIA! felt dat he wont appreciate wad im doing for him. felt dat wad im doing might caused him to find me annoying. dat's wad bothering me nowadays since thurs. as i tot of the past, i accumulated all this worries and lack of confidence. every1 replied Jiayou and good luck to me. love u all so much man. always so supportive in me. haha. and i chatted awhile with Samantha Song after church, she was like so excited and kept assuring me dat onson will like it and stuffs.. and i told her stuffs dat happened between me and onson. trying to update her, and she said, we're very sweet and dat we'll be able to be tgt in the future. and i told her dat she's thinking too much la..haha. all i want is to be able to work in onson's prom night place. haha!! and serve in his table!! hahahahaha, i think i also think too much liao.. after dat, i met up with ying er.. and i asked her to accompany me down to woodland's ward to pass smth to onson. i went down at ard 1550, and he's still not there! really felt like going back home dat time sia. den he came in after awhile!! he seemed super rush! he passed by me while his on his way into the room. im just outside the room..and i was waiting for him to come out ma..the room has 2 doors, he went out through another door. but i din know dat time ma.. so i waited outside until shaun came out. and he was shocked dat i was here with my red shoes.haha. he knows dat im here for onson one la. smart ar.......hmmm, den he asked me whether im staying for their sacrament meeting anot..although i really wanted to. but i dont feel confident again. haha, dont 'bian wo'...and so i chatted with shuan for awhile, and asked him to help me pass the exam emgergency kit to onson. cuz i dont see him and no confidence to pass it to him ma. den shuan agreed to help me la..and he added dat onson is gonna bless the sacrament with him! i was super sian diao lo. no wonder i din see him anywhere. haha. he went out through another door. sigh. den nvm lo, the meeting is gonna start soon too.. so i passed the bag to shuan's bro. but shuan dunno ma, so i use my facial expressions to signal him la, but im afraid onson might see my horrible facial expressions since he's beside shuan and he's also looking at my direction. so i just stop doing my facial expressions and msg shuan.

after the meeting, shuan msg me and said he passed it to him liao.. i was like sOOOoo nervous la.. den i asked him, wad's his reaction...actually cc and my sis asked the same qn too. and shuan replied he said thanks and no reaction..haha! quite true la, shuan is a guy and wad kinda reaction u expect onson to give..but shuan reassured me dat onson is like dat one, dont really have alot of reactions. and he asked me not to give up, perservere on and there will be results!

chatted with cc awhile too.. she encouraged me to send onson a msg.. but i really very hard to send sia.

finally at ard 2315, he msg me!! "Hey, thx for ur present! Haha theres so many things inside. I like it, especially the mini bball hoop. Yup, thx!" haha!! i was shocked to receive his sms sia! and so i was like laughing non-stop la! my sis tot im maddd. and so i showed her the sms. den her reaction was...."u AR! so late den msg my sis! u know how many times she looked at the phone anot!!!??" but just kidding only la..of cuz she din reply this.. hahahahaha.im happy happy happy. and i replied.. "haha.. you're welcome! soooo glad dat u like it! it's actually an 'exam emergency kit'. have a good night's rest bahx! (^__________,^)" ..and the amazing thing is...he replied me again!!! normally, he wont.. haha.. he said,"haha yup, i realised. Yea, going to slp le. Good night!"

Last Updated @ 4:55:00 PM

Friday, November 03, 2006

oh oh oh!!!

ytd, i msg onson at ard 1150 bahx. asked him how was the paper...okay ma? cuz my manager's friend complained abt it.

and and and! he replied me at ard 1320. im happy happy happy! he said, ok la..normal lor.. can rest and mug for a few days more b4 the next paper, on next tue.

and i replied him smth la.

and! he was online this morning! rare man. at ard 1045. i was shocked la! but his status was busy. Alex asked me to start con with him. and i did. Good Morning! but.....he din replied la. he was online until roughly 2pm bahx. im not too sure, was out to lunch. sigh. hated this, cuz it has caused me to lose confidence in myself.

every friday, it's my department's exercise day. i dunno wad they call it. last last week, they had floorball. i din go. last week, cancelled. today, badminton. but i tot i wont have the chance to go ma. so i wasnt prepared. but who knows, everyone asked me to go. weilin searched tshirts, towels, shoes for me. but who knows, no shorts, no right size of shoes. so i said nvm la, next time bahx. haha. so weird lo!! work half way until 11am, den our director and both managers came over to our table and say IT"S BADMINTON TIME! frightened me sia. and so they left for badminton. i was at my desk to finish up some work and msn lo. this job is SOOOO not office like. but it's office job la. weird. hahahahaha. but i love this department alot. so lively, full of energy,laughters, warmth and fun. as i walked into the territories of other departments, all i felt was the stillness, errie-ness, it's kinda dark inside too. totally different from the environment and feeling i got in my department.

sian ar...... kinda depressed now. need motivation!! PHINE PHINE!! why like dat............

15 more mins can go home liao. hahahahaha

Last Updated @ 5:34:00 PM

Phine phine (Johnson)

haa, my colleagues has been calling me Johnson. sian diao. they tot i like some guy who's called Johnson. *SoB*

how how how. im losing confidence in myself again. i felt dat onson and i are like not possible. thinking of the past, i felt hopeless. no dynamic once again. his ideal lover would be cute, not too loud and noisy, gentle, and thoughtful. am i? too hopeless liao la.

during prom night, i asked him how does he felt towards me. seriously, he did ans me. let's say i asked him 30 times, he answered once. he said, im his good friend. other than this ans was he dunno. i accepted the 'dunno'. sighh. devastated. SUPER devastated.

i really wanna stop guessing who's inside his heart.

tell me how u feel will die issit. hmph!

Last Updated @ 5:12:00 PM

Thursday, November 02, 2006

onson onson onson!

hahahahaha. today's onson's first A levels written exam! the sickening GP paper. GP is VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY impt. dont underestimate it(like i always did.haha).

onson's first paper just ended. wonder how was it. sum1 called my manager, and he said he dont have time to finish the paper. OH DEAR!! how how how.......

PHINE!! must have confidence in him!! im sure he's watched over by the Lord.

ytd, chatted with onson on msn for awhile. i asked him whether is he nervous abt tmr.. and i continued typing, im nervous!! hahahahaha. weird. den he replied, haha. u nervous for wad. haha. i also dunno why im so nervous.

Hope he did well for his paper. even IF he did not, wish dat he could be happy and concentrate on studying other papers. with my Good Luck Charm watching over him, shld be okay bahx. hahahahaha.

(^____________,^)

Last Updated @ 11:53:00 AM