whoa so much to type sia.. cuz my blog was suspected to be a spam blog previously.. and so they blocked it! kao! caused so much of inconveniences.
and i realised i've been very busy ever since the end of Sept. like there's not a moment which i've nth to worry to be completed in mind. before this is like, looking for jobs and playing audition, looking for liling to accompany me whole day those sorts of stuffs. ppl look for me also can go out with them anytime, any place, anyhow.
but now, like kept avoiding dates, appointments, invitations to go out. haha! so sorry guys if i rejected ur offer to go out. keep asking!! i might be free one of these days.
on the 12th of oct,
one of my colleagues in rp, he asked me why i wanna go np and stuffs la.. den led to about bf and who i like. hahahahaha, so i told him part of my grandmother story about Onson. he suddenly changed his attitude to be very serious. he taught me how to confess to onson again! all sorts of ways la.. den he said he'll gimme a GoodLuck CareBear for me to give it to Onson for his Alevels. in wishing him GoodLuck..im happy happy happy and excited.
on the 13th of Oct,
i was super excited too!!! my first day working in a banquet! i reported later than xueling, hanlee and liling. as a result, i wasnt with them the whole night. but! the first person whom i bumped into was Xueling!! we were so excited to see each other, or at least i was.. haha. den next i saw hanlee.. after dat, i saw liling at the back of the kitchen. after work, we met up and joked ard. SO fun sia! but it's also REALLY tough la.poured drinks until my index finger hurts man. and it's so busy! and i was impressed by how they carried the oval tray. siao lo! it's so heavy..i even saw girls carrying it! and it was our first day, and we stayed back for OT! so fun! we stayed back to clear the utensils and glasses on every table. even though our hands was very dirtied as a result of touching those utensils, IM STILL VERY HAPPY ABT MY JOB!! even though i reached home at ard 0345, im still happy abt it. hahahahaha! im maddd liao. but the sad thing is, i imagined dat we can be able to taste good food. but sadly, we are not allowed!
overall, i like it!!
14th of Oct 2006
OH MY GOODNESS! today i went out with yihao. some guy i met in audition. he brought me to sentosa. den along the way, he kept holding my hand man. and sniffing the smell of my hair. and lotsa stuffs la..which im super sian diao already to say.we sat somewhere to view the sea. he played with hand la.. he lifted it up and let go to see if i can keep it in the air..haha! kie kie.den he put his hand ard my waist and stuffs. and we walked a short distance on the sand to cross the bridge over to the most southern part of SEA. i think... den when we were there, we small chatted awhile. DEN! he hugged me sia, not with great force of course, but we were so close sia. den he finally asked me, phine, will u wanna be tgt with me? i was like blurred diao lo. never seen him so gentle and stuffs before. and den i um, erm, hmmm, eh.... den i finally managed to let him know dat i've already like another guy liao. his's from RJ, from my church, having his A levels this yr, dat's why i intended to give him the good luck bear dat he saw on fri night..den he was like, huh.......let's try out kie? den of course i rejected him ma. i told him, before u're tgt with sum1, u think of the possibilities of him/her of becoming ur husband/wife. so dat the both of u will be commited in this relationship.. i really once imagine onson to be husband. or rather, i kept imagining. hehehehehe. kie kie, blah blah blah la.. den the conclusion dat night was, DONT THINK TOO MUCH. my goodness, dont think too much he still like so close to me lo.sigh
15th of Oct 2006
oh my goodness!! so excited abt today although i had a bad experience ytd. my goodness again.
sigh. nvm. eh eh eh, i wrapped the Good luck Bear in one of the disneyland plastic bag after i've purchased smth there. and i brought it to church! but. i din managed to bump into him in church. so. i hoped to see him in tonight's mutual, fireside. and true enough, i saw him there! he came in with John Chan. i din know they were dat close sia. kie kie.. i still rmb he was sitting at the seat in front and in front of me. haha, i very wu liao one. den den den, there's this musical coming up in Jan next yr. and tonight, every1 will register for their roles in mind. and i, of course wanted to op for choir la. but who knows, my church pals all go for dance. my goodness, I CANT DANCE!!! i dance like a wood stick lo. very stiff one. u see me in audition and real life is different. SUPER different. but for the sack to fun in rehearsaling, i joined dance. onson was there too while we were signing up. i miao him for afew times la. haha! MArk wasnt there, he seemed lonely. sigh. old liao..hahahahaha! cant mix with younger ones..haha! ehh, den my dad was there and alot of other ppl was there, it was super crowded dat night man. very hard to pass him the bear lo. den he went out to the kitchen. i also followed. he went in the kitchen, i stood outside la. only my dad went in for some refreshments. den i was outside, and my friend came. i told her dat onson's A level is coming! and i've smth to give him. BUT! too many ppl la! how to give! all she said was, (in a very enthu and encouraging tone), give la give la!!!!! she's not very helping in the situation, but i know she's sincere.. so i tot of giving it to him next sunday when there's lesser ppl. den he came out of the kitchen, HE LOOKED AT ME SIA! i shy la, so i looked elsewhere. sigh. den he stood further outside the room,alone. i was still at the same spot with my friend. den she kept asking me to give. den i miao at him, and he was looking at me!!!! hahahahaha, den he went into the toilet. on the other hand, my dad kept rushing me to go home, dunno wad's the rush man. soon, he came out of the toilet, he looked at me and i assumed he was abt to say hi or wad.. but i talked first, i kinda like walking away from the crowd, and i was super nervous la. so i asked him how's his exams? OH MY GOODNESS! i asked the wrong stuffs. he replied saying his exams haven start yet. haha! so paiseh lo. den i asked him how's his studies? if im not wrong, he said, okay la. u know how my memory works. haha. den after dat, i told him dat i've got smth to pass him. den he said, WA! so good ar!..hahahahaha. i was laughing la. den i gave it to him. and he thanked me and stuffs. and i told him dat it's my Good Luck Charm. hehe. den at night, he sent me a msg. but i just fell asleep at the moment. so he din reply my msg after i've replied his. BUT! NVM, i can understand. hahahahaha. im happy happy happy.
16th of Oct 2006
work. nth much. yihao came to fetch me after work. not bad la. no more those actions liao.
just realised dat onson's bdae is in 3 weeks time!!! oh dear. i was shocked man. 3 weeks leh. sigh. i wanted to do a piece of cross stitch for him. i tot of stitching his name la. but like no time and stuffs. so i ended up visiting the shop and think think think. and consulted jielin too. and i've decided to stitch his name featuring Care bears. and after dat sew them onto pillow cases. haha!den i also wanted to stitch smth dat he likes, like a basketball..haha! BIG AMBITION sia. 3 weeks only. how can!??!?!?!?!
17th of Oct 2006
haha! pia seminary hmwk!!!!
18th of Oct 2006
I've completed my seminary hmwk! can graduate! YAY!! (^____________,^) oh kie kie. start to do my piece of cross stitch for onson's bdae present. i think hor, bdae cannot make it la, maybe christmas still can make it. haha! worst come to worst, valentine's day gift. but then again, i think bdae gift like better. more meaningful. how how how!!!! whole night pia also cannot, later the next day will suffer mentally and physically at work. oh ya! i took a day's off today to go consult a doctor at the Choa Chu kang's polyclinic. i missed my stop sia. i went all the way to Lim Chu Kang. haha. but dat bus driver very kind, gimme a free ride back. den sleep all the way again. my eye was really horrible. gotta eat 1 whole week of antibiotics sia. and it stinks!
19th of Oct 2006
work. everyone noticed my red and swollen finally after having dat zhen yan for 1 week, so u know the seriousness of it. and it's itchy lo..went home after work. eat, bathe, watch tv and did my piece of cross stitch. nth much la.
20th of Oct 2006
haha. OSG department staffs from RP asked me to stay at home due to my eye! so i din went for work today!can report earlier for the banquet job liao. whoa. i din know there's so much to know before every event. but it's always not enough preparations for me. im still as blurr. not bad la, i was assigned to be serving the food. cool! but super busy. and stress, i would say it's not easy. i did the presentation thingy. whoa, the plate of food i hold seemed to weigh 5 kg or more sia! i only managed to recall dat it's super heavy. lucky the table im handling are all nice ppl. they pardoned me for my mistakes and they waited patiently for me sia. i did knocked and spilled a wine glass, cut the chicken horribly and served in a horrible way. my caption also din say anyhing. hahahahaha! i was lucky lucky lucky, cuz i brought my Good Luck Bear along with me! dat night, i was working with liling. according to hanlee's blog, cc and her went to changi for some SIA thingy.. we dont have a chance to work OT this time round. and so ll and i waited for cc and hl for 1 hour, and we waited for our bus another 1 more hour. so I WAITED FOR ALMOST 3 hours to go home! haha. if im not wrong, we were released at ard 2315, and i reached home at ard 0230 bahx. dat's crazy. hahahahaha. but overall, I HAD FUN! totally enjoyed myself.
21st of Dec Oct
whoa. was asked to catch yihao's match. was asked to go swimming in the morning with jielin. was asked to go out to catch a movie with xl and probably cc. was asked to go shopping and dinner by my sis. ARGH!! i wanna do my cross stitch de! but i din la. sigh. procrastinated again. but in the end, i went out with my sis.
at night! i was on msn. hoping dat onson will go online. and he did!!!! i started conversation with him. and he did reply me! im happy happy happy. but he seemed to be very busy and rush. we just had a short chat, but it's a long chat as compared to the past. cuz last time, he wont even reply. haha! i showed him my jiayou pic. wanted to motivate him in his A levels. but i think the message wasnt fully conveyed. he only said, cool, how did u take these pics one? haha. and i still rmb he ended the con with, haha cya! hahahahaha! im maddd liao..
22nd of Oct 2006
nth happened today. normal. church. din do my piece of cross stitch today too. die la! kept procrastinating.
23rd of Oct 2006
work. and my eye got better! abit only la. it's not red but still as swollen. really did nth much today. actually, after the first week of work, i really did nth at work sia. i feel like they're hiring me to go rp to used the comp leh. go msn, blogging, check emails, go read up my buddies blog. all those stuffs which im lazy to do at home or no chance to get it done with my hse comp. this job made me feel so inefficient. felt demoralised, felt lazy, felt, useless, felt fat, felt like sleeping, felt like i wont choose to do admin work after this admin work. meaning, i might work admin again when i feel like im missing it terribly. haha! kie kie, did my piece of cross stitch today!
24th of Oct 2006
SENTOSA! but the response not good leh. cecilia and hanlee dont laugh ar... kie kie, like me begin my wonderful story...... haha! today right, we queued super long for the super slow coach to drive us into the territories of sentosa. den den den, we queued a super long time for our transport inside sentosa. there was ALOT of ppl there sia! frightened me lo. felt like going home to watch tv with my sis when i saw dat. haha! den, cc and hl went ahead to their mission in sun tanning and playing in the shallow areas of the water. for me, i din bring any extra clothes ma, and i've no intention of going for taning and down in the fishy waters. so i din join them in dat. im only interested in beach volleyball.dat's why i went. hanlee and cecilia.. sry ar..really sorry for not joining u guys in ur activities.. and we were so lucky sia!! the spot we we sat, has and view alot of shuai ges sia! wad i meant was, we did not purposely went there to see guys one la. just dat......really lo!! super shuai sia. hahahahaha! my type, guai guai and sporty type. cc's naughty type also got. hl's type also got! hahahahaha. had such a great time in our trip to sentosa sia. so we went there with such a huge crowd also not bad.. after dat we came to know dat vivocity and harbourfront was super crowded, we adjourned to cine, our fav long john silver for dinner. haha! i also wanted to shopped there for some accesories too.. and guess wad? we saw cc's classmates and jielin there too! such great and marvelous co-incidence sia.haha. and cc asked me how's my bdae present for onson, sigh..die la die la. im still at the first letter!!!! but only left back stitch to complete.
25th of Oct 2006
work. haha. i fell asleep when the manager is behind me talking to both of the person im assisting. aiya, i was super sleepy. and i was doing research. such a boring task sia!! i wonder did he saw dat. kie kie, nvm. hahahahaha! i finish my first letter O liao! and my sis said it's very nice, very cute. den i was kinda worried too. CUTE! it's gonna meant for a guy leh.. somemore 18 yrs old guy. going NS next yr. oh dear. im so afraid dat he might not like it sia.
26th of Oct 2006!
today! work. haha, had slightly 30% more stuffs to do. before today was 10%.. haha! and the rest of the time, i was msning and blogging. hahahahaha! very busy ar! Aunty Lily asked me out for dinner. Ariel asked me to go for the audition of the Youth Musical in B.T chapel. aiyo! but i both also dont wanna go. i wanna stay at home to watch dat korean drama cum finish my Onson's Bdae Present(OBP). just started on the second alphabet ytd night. great achievement. i rmb last time wheni stitched the tissue bag for keny, i took 2 weeks. haha! wanna console myself only. *SoB*.
Phine Phine!
U Can Do It!
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