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Hello.
This Josephine.
waiting for sch to start.
1st choice in mind now, mma.
looking for banquet jobs and a ideal partner now :D




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Tuesday, September 12, 2006


we walked towards exit E after the fireworks. haha. dont be sian diao. sweet memories lo. i think i rmb him asking me whether im feeling hot.. haha! or issit he felt hot. u know how my memory works......

den after dat there's this guy said if we go thru exit B would be better.. and we climbed up this stairs. he was behind all the way. i rmb i felt weird, but at the sme time secured. whenever we get up the bus, we would be letting me go first. and on the bus, when everytime, there's a major turning, u know, ppl will have inertia right. and i was appearing dat i was gonna fall. and he grab me on my waist! haha! unforgettable.. he's the first who did dat.

Fullerton Hotel. my all time fav. i love the toilet! hehx

i love this pic. but i see nth special.hehx!

MERLION. i've not been there before. opps!shh

AIYO! i tot i've already decided to carry on searching for my li xiang qing ren. cuz max totally isnt my ideal lover.. he doesnt make me smile and happy like maddd.. he doesnt carry a smile on his face often. he isnt cute..as in adorable, cute. haha. well, come to think of it, he was cute at times, but not in front of his friends.. hehx. but he's quite MAn. he's sweet. but he talks alot too.. just now at ard 8 plus in the night, a thought came into my mind.. max once said, he wont entertain/care/talk to those girls if he is not interested in.. *SoB* he has not spoken a word with me for 11 days! he's not interested in me anymore bahx.. why like dat! i really hope all this din happened.. sickening pig!

went for my interview this morning at the SMRT building. i wasnt willing to wake up this morning.. suddenly have the urge to take a cab there..haha! cuz i was lazy, and u know, it'll be very crowded in the bus, long journey, blah blah blah.. all excuses.. the fare was $17!! siao! regretted.. AND! i wore the wrong shoes! i shldnt have worn dat. it's size 35. all covered feet shoes. and my size is 36 or 37.. aiyo! had 4 blisters at the end of the day.. kie kie.. my interview was not bad i guess.. i felt good after dat. i wanted to call someone.. of cuz max la.. but then, i deleted his no. .. and even if i call, he wont pick up one.. so i ended up calling weiquan. haha! he picked up! im happy happy happy. even before dat, i was happy.. den i told him the location dat im at.. he said, waaa, so early go there for wad! den i told him i dunno how to go home, but im also still very happy.. he kept on commenting dat im siao.. so after dat i went to raffles city, it's just opp the SMRT buliding ma.. i rmb i went there to find mark quite a few times last yr when he was still working there.. but i was too early today, MOST of the shops were still closed.. so i decided to take MRT. bo bian la, i dont wanna take MRT one..hehx. den as i walked towards the MRT station.. i saw the place max and i watched the fireworks on 12 of aug. so went towards dat direction instead.. but i din take pics!! i walked towards the exit B of the MRt station.. i went underground den i tot of taking pics.. but then i dont wanna go back cuz.....my LEG VERY PAIN LEH!

Today, i went to the places dat we went on our first date. but this time, i was alone. *SoB*. can we do dat again? i can still rmb mostly, the things u told me. even covered the memories onson and i shared. incredible. aiyo, WAKE UP LA.

went to esplanade, took some pics of fullerton hotel and the merlion.. my leg got blisters, so i din go to all these places.. sad la.. i rmb my first date brought me to chijmes for a romantic dinner den we rode a trishaw to sg river.. and we scrolled all the way to fullerton hotel. he told me alot of things.. the special talents dat i got.. haha.. and u know who is my first date????!!!! my 2nd BRO!! i love him loads man.. he's also the first guy who sent me flowers on last yr's valentine's day. how sweet!!! good boyfriend man!!!perhaps husband. hehx.


Last Updated @ 10:05:00 PM





Saturday, September 09, 2006

PART of the family pic taken on the bus. outcome was not bad. i like it!it reminds me of the days when we need to squeeze while we're filming neoprints.
do we look alike? i feel ok only. haa. still can see the wound on my lips. oh dear. i banged onto the LOT 1's toilet's door! painful man!
can u tell i've dyed my hair?hehx. horrible man.but thanks to liling. =D
pic of the month of Aug.
the problem started with this pic :( issit still my fav pic? it reflects another person to him. it reminds him of her. it urges him to get back the feeling when he's with her. but in actual fact, the person in the pic has nth to do with the other 2 ppl. why am i the one who suffers the pain? i shldnt have taken this pic. and made it my fav msn pic. i shldnt have gone to east coast 2 yrs ago. i shldnt have gone through all these mess and heartache.


Last Updated @ 6:07:00 PM







oh my goodness! i've smth to blog again. u know, i feel dat i've little impression of me and onson when max came into my life. dat's amazing. i always tot i wouldnt forget the feeling onson gave me. as i was browsing through jl's blog, hl said nice blog skin. it reminds me of max! oh dear. he used to create blogskins. oh man. kill me. i cant stay in singapore. moreover, bukit panjang.


Last Updated @ 5:59:00 PM







i guess, he had already made up his mind.
i learnt, we've not contacted for the past 7 days.
i think, it's quite clear bahx.
i hope, he wont change his mind and look for me again.
i feel, i was attracted to him as i wouldnt need to stressed myself whenever im with him.
i like, his protection and the feeling whenever im with him.
i have, to try to let go
i need, to be happy
i cant, do it
i wish, all these din happened before
i want, it to end
i cry, for dat day
i've been thinking quite alot. alot of things which were quite silly. wad will i do if i've only left 4 mths to live on this earth.. haha. dont be sian diao. addiction to the one i've thought ytd, wad if im pregnant. oh dear. wad's wrong with me.
how i wished i could escape to HK or some other countries this time round again. up till now, i might be going to HK some time next week. but it's not comfirmed. if sis needs to go over to HK for another job interview, then the air ticket will be hers.
but why do i wanna leave? i wanna disappear in max's world. i dont want him to be able to contact me whenever he likes. and when i needed him, he ignores me. therefore, my foolish thinking was to let him know dat i'll be going to HK for 6 mths. by then, he'll be serving in NS. perhaps i'll feel better? but then, roughly 3 days ago, his msn nick was changed to, just me, myself..and max all alone in my world. oh great.
silly me


Last Updated @ 5:33:00 PM